(L) life

everyday i'm shufflin'

2012-03-04T16:03:00.003+08:00

And I am back with a bunch of food pictures. I have no idea why I take picture of my food before eating. Just came back from lunch at East Coast's Sushi Tei with my family, woo.

Anyway, a bunch of random pictures collated over the weeks of inactivity.

My blog title says it all. Yes, I was shuffling everyday, albeit not very fantastic. But hey at least it looks decent and presentable enough to teach. The blisters on my feet agrees.

Look at them in their JC uniforms hehe so cute.

Oh yes, celebrated Sheena's birthday in advance on Friday over dinner at Swensens.

Look how happy she is with her mini tiara.

Everyone was despising me when I came with the pink ear muffs but see, they all wore it anyway. Psh.

Korean bbq is like.... heaven in your mouth. All the meaty goodness. T.T

Oh but the side dishes sucks.

Before I blog again, have a blast admiring my talent of capturing screenshots of beautiful people.

2012-02-21T22:44:00.003+08:00

Don't you see that you're being incredibly selfish by forcing your decisions on others all this while? Why are you making everyone miserable by insisting that things should go your way because it is supposedly the best for everyone?

It's not.

And you know what? Someday, you will realize the adverse effects caused by your actions. Someday, you will ruin someone and it's going to bite you back hard. Someday, it will be hell for everyone.

Lastly, I'm sorry.

speak up and make some noise

2012-02-20T18:39:00.005+08:00

Decided to mass upload all the photos from my iphone into my computer. But apparently I found out that more than half of the photos in my photo album are pictures of U-Kiss I've saved. Yes, be shocked that it isn't my face dominating my photo albums.

My life has been revolving around dancing lately. It has been dance practices, dance lessons and contemporary classes slotted in between going out and wasting hard earned money. I like it actually, since dancing is the only thing I'm rather good at. I use the word rather because I'm modest, but feel free to tell me that my dancing is bloody rocking. Just kidding.

Cleared my archives because those entries posted when I was a mere primary school student were utterly embarrassing. Also those posts written when I was in secondary 1 and 2 were just gross because I look so freaking ugly. I know by saying that, you guys will go on to say that I'm implying that I'm very pretty now. So what if I am? Why can't I admit the truth? HAHAHA okay this narcissism thing is going out of hand, I need a shrink.

See how ancient the photo is? I still had black hair and was wearing uniform. And oh, that's just Yoyo looking depressed. No, it's not because he's with me.

A pity that my beautiful face was blocked by that stuffed toy.

Getting judged by people. Like always.

Liqin got this for me from Hong Kong apparently because it instantly reminded her of me. It puzzles me why.

(Weeps and wails like a siren) This is how my hair is supposed to look like. It should be red, RED. And not some shitty brown colour. WHY OH WHY.

Another photo of Yoyo looking depressed. Maybe because I was there.... I think he hates me. And if you're wondering why he's wearing a collar of shame, it's because his back and tail is infected. I swear it's not because I yanked his tail all the time in the past.

And... A picture of him struggling to get away from me. Hmm...

She's my idol I tell you. Her dancing is superb. T.T

Neighbours for life! Or at least until one of us moves out.

My Valentine. We spent it at teoheng singing our hearts out to come to one conclusion: Our singing sucks.

Yes, yes, go ahead and laugh at my inability to spell scissors.

blow another chance

2012-02-08T17:18:00.004+08:00

Could finally blog about what happened almost a month ago because Weishan finally uploaded the pictures. Rejoice.

Booked a a room at Marina Bay Sands for a night to spend time with my 5 other loves. And if you want to know, the room is kindly sponsored by yours truly. Hold the applause, hold the applause.

Besides from going to the infinity pool in the morning and dinner at Ding Tai Feng, we spent the rest of the time nua-ing in the hotel. Can't blame us if the hotel is so comfortable to stay in. A heart to heart talk through the night till sunrise, its definitely something I'll miss, especially when they're all so busy and tired nowadays.

While they're having fun during orientation, I'm sitting at home doing nothing.

I look like I just woke up lol.

Weishan is very, very, very upset about helping us eat the food.

Weishan being happy after washing her face.

Up till now, I am still greatly puzzled as to why Weishan was looking at me with that expression.

Red hair oh red hair, where did you fade to?

It was really unfortunate to take a picture with Liqin.

You! So skinny for what, make me sad only, go eat more!

My attempt in acting sexy in the tub. Guess it didn't work.

That, my friend, is an expression when on bitching mode.

This girl think she very atas with a bathrobe and flower on her hair.

Woah, pretty girl.

My extremely lousy hand.

The bitching gesture.

I just ran out from prison and made it in time to photobomb them.

Although looking very motherly in this picture, I am the last person you want your kid to be with.

Was I sniffing my armpit?

Being natural in the tub.

Blissfully eating my spoon.

Cherilyn and her two concubines.

I don't know why we chose to take a picture in front of the casino.

Love you people so much. <3

2012-02-05T23:09:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone, I'm being super bored at home because everyone's in school having their orientation and I'm just lazing around the house, mindlessly surfing the web and doing unproductive things. And so that explains my nails which I painted out of boredom.

At times like these, I really wish that school would start soon so that I'll at least have something to do, and not feel like I'm wasting my youth away.

I should go help out at charity or something. Hi, anyone who needs a volunteer worker, I'm here for you! Please call me and save me from my misery.

the heart on my sleeve

2012-02-02T23:17:00.004+08:00

Alright, let me start this entry of with a...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR WEISHAN.

It took me great pains to find the most ah lian picture of you I have HAHAHA. I wanted to post up a picture of you in Sec 1, but I couldn't find it so sucks that the world can't see you during your most glorious days. I'm just kidding.

Anyway, everything I want to say is written on the beautifully designed card I gave you. I have a talent of making people touched with what I write, don't I? Love you, baby. <3

It's a little late to update about Chinese New Year but, I'll just do it anyway hoho.

You know how people complain that everytime they go visiting, it'll be the same old "Wah, grow tall already!" or "How's your O Levels!" or "Got boyfriend not?"

Well, I would really want people to ask me that because: One, I wish I grew taller; two, I want to scare my relatives by telling them, "Don't have boyfriend. Got girlfriend."

While you guys fuss over getting the standard questions asked, I get things like "WAH WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR FACE" at every house I go to. No kidding. What do you expect me to say? So I can only sigh and walk away every time. But now that I think of it, isn't it a little bit rude and insensitive to point out someone's flaw like that? And we aren't even close.

Caught two movies during the second day of new year - All Well Ends Well and We Not Naughty. We Not Naughty was awesome. Really funny yet tear jerking. No? Am I the only one who cried in that movie?!

Okay, the proportion of the pictures are a little off so I apologize for that.

Starting off with a derp face because it's hard being pretty all the time. (Dramatic sigh while fanning myself)

Oh and recently, I have a wonderful talent of appearing out of nowhere in people's photos.

It's a skill when you appear in photos when you don't even have the intention to photo bomb.

I'm everywhere.

But you see, it isn't a bad thing because how is a picture nice without me in it? That plate of yu sheng will look pathetic if I wasn't there to pose with it.

Picture with family. I love my grandma so much.

As my cousins get older, they get less irritating. So good, more tolerable for me to be with them obligatorily.

This is to illustrate on what I mean by my eyes aren't symmetrical. The amount of eyeliner I use on my right eye is twice of what I apply on my left. It's bad because I can't look sexy with my eyes closed.

Disgusted at my sister's inability to make a funny face.

This is commemorate my O red extensions who has been with me through less than a week. It died of a tangled mess and eventually got tossed in the trash by my mum. Without my consent, I might add.

I.. I... I tried to save it by shampooing it bu-but, it was forever gone. (Wails)

RIP my lovely, ah-lian red extensions, thanks for the memories. (Cues funeral music)

Glad things are starting to pick up, even though it means being stressed and occupied.

lovey dovey oh oh oh oh

2012-01-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

Due to busy schedules and me having a life, I neglected blogging so I'm sorry for that. (Bows)

Anyway, life has been.... busy. Ever since 2012 started, I've been going out a lot, having certain commitments and what not. 2 weeks of January passed really quickly and I'm glad that I'm actually using my time rather wisely. Well, it beats staying at home everyday being a couch potato.

First week of January was spent with my former class (sadly), having a class chalet. The 2 days were quite interesting I suppose - hide and seek around the chalet, watched movies while drinking, gambled half the time, bbq, pool, truth or dare, stayed in the chalet chatting, disturbing our next door neighbours etc.

After the chalet, I quitted my job at I12 because Jade, now known as my manager, found me a job during the chalet haha. It was a really impromptu and abrupt decision but nevertheless, I guess it worked out rather well?

Hi people, now I'm teaching kpop dance HAHAHA. Talk about turning a hobby into a career. If you want to learn any kpop dance, please email livelife_letlive@hotmail.com
Shamelessly promoting here, heh.

Rest of the days were jumbled up between random outings with different people, teaching dance, GETTING OUR RESULTS BACK. My scores were what I had aimed for, but I didn't really feel happy upon receiving it though. But well, one must be contented, so yes, I'm satisfied with my results. NGEE ANN POLY MASS COMM, PLEASE TAKE ME IN.

I don't know why I was being crazy with him. Probably because we were the only 2 left in the chalet at that time.

Oh! Forgotten to mention this! First day of the year, like always, was spent with Sarah. May our tradition continue 10 years down the road. Had lunch at this place called Hatched. And oh gosh, being the east side kids we were, it took us great pains to find that restaurant and find a way to leave.

From Bukit Timah, we walked and walked and we ended up at Botanic Gardens. I swear it was the most amusing moment I had this year. Only 2 of us would travel so far and do something so ridiculous. But anyway, ending: We managed meet Liqin at Bugis for dinner, yay.

My food was... special. Never expected eggs to taste this way, but okay.

Sarah's one was awesome though.

Took a tourist shot at Botanic Gardens because it was so memorable lol.

Oh I dyed my hair yet again! I know, I know, it's gonna spoil my hair and my hair would be frizzy. But, you know what? You should make full use of your hair while you still have it #Moralofmylife.

It's supposed to be a colour mixed between red and orange, but the colour is fading rather quickly so I guess it looks orangey-brown now. Maybe I shouldn't wash my hair too much, hmm...

P.S: my soles hurt from trying to shuffle barefooted. I foresee blisters forming.

welcome to a new year

2012-01-02T01:09:00.003+08:00

HAPPY TWO ZERO ONE TWO! (A little late there)

Well, I know its already a new year but I just wanted to write a 2011 post for.... I don't know why.

The major event for 2011 was definitely O levels. I mean, I basically spent my whole year preparing for it. Or attempting to but failing terribly.

Here's an awesome recap to my 2011:

Started the year off with a childish twitter fight with a 12 year old Beliber. I look at my tweets now and think "Damn, I was such a lousy troller." 2012 resolution: Do a better job in trolling.

Then there was February 23, ruining my fangirl life, annihilating my world, sucking away my last breath, forcing every tear out of me, crushing my fragile heart-.... You get it.

I don't know how, but I found the greatest invention in life: Fan fictions. It changed my life forever. From a student who doesn't study at all, I became a student.... that still doesn't study at all. Okay, maybe it didn't change me that much but two things I know for sure: One, my english improved tremendously; two, I sacrificed my sleep for it.

Spent my June holidays in SSP, acting like a mugger and trying hard to study. It didn't work after 3 days.

To brighten up my mundane life, I was given the godly opportunity to attend Korean Music Wave for free, all thanks to my dad.

It was all the same again, juggling school with fangirling and reading fanfics religiously. Then something rather good happened to me: Prelims 2. My grades went up. It wasn't a instant shoot up, but it was significant enough for my teachers to credit me for my 'hard work'. Even in my mum's eyes, my grades were awesome, almost everyone complimented me for it. Maybe it was because they had low expectations of me but whatever that's not the point.

By now you're thinking, "Wow, did she get like A for everything?" Well, no. My L1R4 was 20 and my mum was bloody proud of me.

After that, it was the emotional night of graduating. I cried. Many times. Countless. Like an idiot.

O levels soon followed. Let's skip that, O levels isn't such a good topic to talk about.

Visited USS for the first time ever. I swear I fell in love with the mummy ride. Even talking about it makes me excited.

Soon, I got a job. This, really changed me as a person. Good or bad, I'm not really sure. Bad in a sense that I've lost faith in the world and humanity. But good in way that now, I'm more protective about myself. I won't hesitate to fight for my own rights and defend myself when there's a need to. All in all, I turned cynical as person.

So that sums up my whole year. Now that I did this summary, god, I have a boring life.

Cookies awarded for mentally correcting my grammatical errors.

the light in my eyes

2011-12-28T21:43:00.004+08:00

Guess what? I'm sick. Again. Sigh, is this the illness season or something? In one holiday, I already got sick twice.

I woke up at an astonishing time of 10 am today. Wow, I know right? I gave myself a shock too.

The face treatment I'm doing right now is making my skin peel like crazy. I look so horrible right now, I swear I could scare little kids on the street.... Maybe I should go do that. I've been telling everyone this but, please don't freak out when you see me okay? I may look like I contracted some contagious disease but that's not the case. I even asked for a one week break from work because I didn't want people to lose their appetites seeing me. I'm so considerate, ain't I?

Fine, I know no one ever reads the crap I write on top of my pictures so here you go.

There's a very good explanation why I was squatting so unglamly at Suntec's carpark - I was tired.

It took great pains to persuade Darius to take neoprints with us. He was like, "Are you sure it's a place for man?!" HAHA. And so for decoration, he decided to draw a smiley face on his face.

Can't believe 2011 went past in a snap. Shall do a post dedicated to the joy of 2011 which of course, does not exist.

I wanna wish you a merry christmas

2011-12-27T20:10:00.003+08:00

Determined to keep on blogging to remember every little moments in life that will fade away from my memory as I age.

Had been so busy during Christmas week, going out almost every single day. Not that I'm complaining though, I'm finally having a social life. Hurray.

I forgot which day it was but I met Peixuan Jiayan Raehsiang and Wanwen at Orchard. Shortly after I arrived which was around 4/5 because I slept in (LOL), Peixuan and Jiayan left.

So Raehsiang Wanwen and I went to Honeymoon Desserts at 313 to sit around and waste time lol. The service was terrible. I ought to complain but I couldn't or I might get fired lol. After serving so many glutinous rice dumplings to people, I finally found out how it tasted like. THE FILLING WAS SALTY AND TASTED LIKE PEANUT BUTTER. I was so amused.

Then, to waste more time, we headed to Queenstown and had dinner at Ikea. A bunch of eng eng boh dai ji people.
Saw this at Uniqulo. I have no idea why the fedora was hanging at the mannequin's crotch.

Got judged by so many people wearing my cap. From people calling out "Oh, so horny" to an old lady scolding me, "You and your stupid cap." My anger is rising at the mention of that bloody old lady. (Breathes in and out)

Ikea meatballs. <3

Christmas was spent in CHC's Christmas service and if you're wondering, nope, I'm not christian.
Liqin introduced me as "the girl who only comes during Christmas service". Lol true, for 3 years in a row, I'm only there during Christmas. It's almost becoming a tradition. As usual, the drama was good.

Met Weiyang at I12 for dinner. Urgh, I'm so sick of that place. My Christmas spirit was so overwhelming, I went around I12 wishing everyone a Merry Christmas. I jumped into my workplace and screamed "Merry Christmas!" I scared everyone in there. #likeaboss

I don't see how I look like a ninja from wearing the headband, as claimed by Weiyang.

The more I look at myself, the more I think I look like a CAL. IT WASN'T SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THIS. My red faded to brown while my brown highlights turned gold and tada! It's this awfully ah-lian colour now.

2011-12-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

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i always get a 10 cause I'm built like that

2011-12-13T20:11:00.003+08:00

I'm down with a bad case of flu and a very erratic fever that goes up and down. One moment I'm fine, the next I'm burning. But then again, I'm always hot so... (shrugs)

Had to cancel work today and I'm truly amazed at the speed of their reply. When I told them I had fever, all they said was "Oh, then you tomorrow don't come lor." Just like that, so readily. Maybe my mum is right about them not wanting me to work anymore lol.

I visited two doctors yesterday - one for my skin, one for my flu.

If you're wondering why I need to see a skin doctor/dermatologist, it's because my skin is decomposing. Just kidding. It's because my skin problem is getting from bad to worse. I have lots of scars on my face, and my skin is getting increasingly sensitive (aka redness).

The first thing the doctor said when she saw my face was, "You stay up very late right?" It was more of a statement than a question. And instantly, I had the "Oh shit, busted" face lol.

She gave me some of her products to use and after two weeks, I'm going back there to do treatments. Sounds scary lol. But apparently, my skin is really gonna rot after the treatments. She said that my skin will start peeling to give rise to new skin so the scars will fade and I'm gonna look pretty scary so she advised me to stay at home. Nah, she told me to stay at home because I can't be exposed to light. Oooh... I sound like a vampire.

She also gave me some tips on how to control acne problems!

1. Drink herbal/chrysanthemum/barley tea regularly so it cools down your body.

2. Sleep early (like duh)

3. Tie your hair up when you sleep! Don't let your fringe touch your face.

4. If you dyed your hair, the chemicals in the dye will apparently irritate your skin so try to keep your hair away from your face.

5. Don't rub your face with a towel because it'll cause sensitivity to face.

6. When in the shower, don't aim the shower head on your face because the pressure of the water will irritate your face.

And.... I think that's about it? I hope I didn't pass on the wrong information. Damn, I sound like a guru on skin management. Only that my skin isn't flawless or anywhere near fine.

Went out with Weishan the other day! <3

This dude tried to hit on her but failed so terribly. But oh you know what's the first thing he said to me?

"Are you her mother or something?"

Oh I swore I could have threw him into the rubbish bin, but I didn't. Instead I just gave a him a really cold and hard glare. He apologized and tried to shake hands with me but all I did was glare. Offending your target's friend? Not a smart move on your part, pal.

And oh happy news! My horned hat finally came and I'm super excited to wear it out and bump into people with it HAHA. It's kinda slow though, considering that I ordered it during O's.

Now that I think of it, shit hell, what was I doing during O's?! I was blogshopping?! Not to forget I was also reading fics and using the com. What the heck, I was basically doing anything but studying.

And my rainbow cardigan arrived too! Woopie! ^u^

gonna have some fun, gonna lose control

2011-12-09T02:23:00.003+08:00

My work got cancelled today and my mum claims that it's because they're no longer interested in me working for them. Whatever, not like I need the job. I can always be a sloth and cling to my bed all day.

Anyway, had dinner with the "JT gang" - Weiyang, Kester, Christopher, Liqin, Sarah and Joshua at Popeyes. We took forever to decide on what to eat. Slacked at a playground nearby and talked. It was rather awkward at times but super hilarious at others. Weiyang kept complimenting himself like omg. I found my match man, someone who is as narcissistic as I am.

I am not a CAL okay. Look who's talking, blondie!

Short update to show that I'm still alive and breathing.
Meeting Weishan tomorrow! Haven't seen her in ages so yay, can't wait to meet her.

So while waiting for me to blog again, which I have no idea when, indulge yourself in how gorgeous U-Kiss looks. P TO THE E TO THE R TO THE F TO THE E AGAIN TO THE C TO THE T.
I'm dead serious about wearing his make-up out for Chinese New Year.

He's a grumpy bear.

in the night sky

2011-12-06T01:13:00.003+08:00

I'm not even kidding you when I say that I think I'm really getting uglier as I age. No, I'm not being some insecure girl begging for attention, posting her pictures online captioning it, "Oh my god, I look so hideous." For one, I am the most confident (and probably with some hints of delusional) person ever. And for someone who's always complimenting herself, admitting that I'm ugly is very convincing and you should take me seriously. It's now time for you guys to stand up and applaud for me being modest for once. Once.

I genuinely think I look so much better last time, when I'm in sec 3! At least I look cute back then, maybe it's the fringe, or bad camera resolution. And somehow I feel that I radiate this feeling of innocence HAHAHAHA I think I'm the only person shameless enough to say this. Don't girls grow to be more beautiful? Why am I the exact opposite?

Time really changes people. Now I just look like an irritated teen, bounded in angst. Oh, not to mention how I age wayyyyyyyyyy too fast. Thanks to my sisters' stupid baby faces, I look like I'm the oldest sister. I don't think I have a problem sneaking into an M18 movie, or getting reserved seats in the MRT.

Oh, when I first saw this picture, I couldn't stop laughing. It looks like a really failed attempt to be an Ah-lian.

Then I probably realized that there was no point acting pretty and preppy. So might as well do the reversal. Right now, I always look like....

This.

This.

Or this.

A prime model of extreme retardation and all things unglamorous.

Then there's me, being all grumpy and resembling a sour bitch, under the generous influence of my customers in the dessert shop.

Why can't I look like how I did when I was in Sec 3. I hate puberty for making me look like this. Not even excessive self-complimenting will cover this. :'(

2011-12-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

I find myself full with angst these days, constantly complaining and getting irritated by people. I whine more than I already do, and that's saying a lot.

Apart from annoying customers, I also complain a lot on smokers.

They. Really. Get. On. My. Nerves. The full stops I added in between every word shows it.

Now, I'm absolutely fine with people smoking. Doesn't bother me if you want to inhale puffs of lung cancer. But I get really pissed when they smoke everywhere, oblivious to their surroundings. Really hate it when people smoke while they're walking. You know what happens? I walk behind you, breathe and die young.

Wrap your head in a plastic bag if you want to smoke. Stop being inconsiderate, making others suffer with you. Fine by me if you don't want to live till you get your CPF, but don't cause me to as well.

And really, I don't get why people smoke near their children and babies. Are you seriously that selfish to ruin your child's health too? Spare a thought for others, move off somewhere else to satisfy your needs. I don't want to see you do it, or breathe it.

I would write a disclaimer on how this post should not be taken seriously and not sue me for writing anything offensive but then again, not much people reads it so, whatever.

i'm sexy and i know it

2011-12-02T00:55:00.003+08:00

Determined not to let this space go dead! Shall blabber on about some things going on in my life now.

Firstly, I would like to say that I think this is the most 'productive' holiday I have ever spent. Sure, it wasn't like I partied every single day or enjoyed ever minute of my holidays. Far from it, actually. I have been working my ass off, I think so much more than anyone else. Rather than rotting at home, I'm doing something that's beneficial to myself. Laugh at me now, people, but by next year, I will be the one laughing when I open my bankbook and realize how rich I am. HAHA.

A short rant on how my tolerance for people is declining at a very steady speed. Someday I might just throw the newly bought vacuum cleaner at my customers and tell them to fuck off.

And what else... Oh yes, I dyed my hair last Sunday at Joey's mum's salon. I wanted to bleach purple highlights. But my mum would blow the roof off if I did, so I decided against it. And I need a roof because without it, my computer will get rained on and you know how I can't survive without internet.

Dyed it red with brown highlights. I was quite afraid that my mum would explode into smithereens after seeing my hair when I was at the salon. Honestly speaking, I was quite disappointed albeit mixed with a tinge of relieve, when I got back home and my mum didn't make a fuss out of it. It meant that the red wasn't so obvious that it would make her throw a fit and I sort of wanted a shade of red that would. So I guess I would go back to the salon and redye my hair in the context of pretty hair for Chinese New Year. Score.

I took leave for the next 5 days so that I can finally relax and enjoy my holidays like anyone else. I feel proud of myself for making full use of everyday! Really hectic and tiring but I guess someday I will look back and feel that I made the right decision. I hope that someday would really happen or I would feel like an ultimate loser.

I know I have ugly teeth but look how they're glimmering white.

i write to myself on my facebook wall

2011-11-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

Before anything, let me just rant about my first working experience for the past 4 days.

If you didn't know, I'm working at a dessert shop. The first day of work was definitely exhausting, though it was a pretty refreshing experience.

My boss (not exactly, but I still refer to him as my boss anyway) and co workers have been really nice to me. They told me that I was their first part time and thus, hold a 'sentimental value' to them HAHA. They're rather kind, forgiving my mistakes and clearing up my shit. But I don't make mistakes very often okay! My boss is the best yet, he spends his time at work napping and reading fics HAHAHAHA. (Y)

For the first two days, the customers I encountered were rather nice and easy to handle. However, as days passes by, I start to see the ugly side of humanity. It's making me resent humankind, in a way. While there are numerous friendly and understanding customers, there are also customers that ticks me off (more of scaring me) so badly. When all things seem like sunshine and rainbows, there has to be a hurricane that blows it all up.

First, there are customers who are incredibly demanding and hard to handle, pinning all faults on me. Yes, I do understand that they are customers and they do expect quality service and all but I'm just writing things from my perspective. If they aren't clear with their orders, I don't think that I should be fully blamed, though it is to a large extent, my error. Some customers do understand that I'm new and so forgive and tolerate me, but there are always some who nitpicks about everything, and ask abundant amounts of irrelevant and unimportant questions. Don't expect me to know that you have an allergy to coconuts so I shouldn't take your order for a certain dessert. No, I'm not god, I don't know shit about you and I don't have to. I'm just there to take your bloody order.

Also, there are customers who don't have a least bit of respect. Yes, I'm your waiter, I'm serving you. But no, I'm not your slave and I'm not there to be lashed at by you. If I did something wrong, yes, I understand why you are scolding me but when it's something that isn't my fault, I don't think I deserve to be insulted or criticized. You know, its funny how all the hard to handle customers are always the ones dressed up in suits, presumably holding high positions in their work. But that doesn't make you more superior than me. So don't look down on me or in some sense, push me around like I'm getting paid to do so. Is it higher education that shapes people into unreasonable beings with poor attitude?

Rantings aside, there also customers who bug me about the fish tank beside the shop. It really isn't something to be mad at. But it's just amusing to see the large amount of interest people have in fishes.

I know I sound so negative and critical. I once thought the world was a beautiful place with sunflowers flourishing everywhere. But now, I definitely see things in a brand new light. Underneath the field of sunflowers, there's dirt and grovel everywhere, soiling the scenery when viewed more in depth. But no, I'm not saying that everyone is a bitch or a bastard. Certainly, there are people who are kind and made me smile genuinely. But you know how the negatives always make the positives seem so dull and insignificant. Though it seriously made me afraid of interacting with my customers.

Even with all these, work is still very enjoyable. Shouldn't let all the negatives amplify and dim the positives right?

If you finished reading my rant or rather, the truth about society, thank you. You can now proceed to view overdue pictures in low quality with little captions.

P.S: Forgive all grammatical errors. Ranting and typing out what hits you doesn't coordinate well with using good and coherent english.

My teacher's wedding was really sweet. It's always touching to see a person's devotion to their faith, I don't know why either.

Pictures in a complete mess. Can I be bothered? Nope.

Great to meet my primary school teachers. Glad that they didn't forget the insignificant me, hahaha. I know, she's pretty right?

Bai lao shi! If there's anyone I would want to thank in my life, it would be him. I guess he's the one who really trained me hard to be a...... good (self-proclaimed) dancer. Without him, seriously, my dancing would be horrible.

My other dance teacher. She's awesome you know, the first thing she said when she saw me was that I grew fat. Thank you so much.

All my primary school teachers are super pretty lol. And then we look at Chung Cheng and sigh deeply while throwing pebbles into the lake.

raise arms, halt and fire

2011-11-19T14:33:00.004+08:00

HI EVERYONE, I'M BACK, AGAIN.

So after staying at Mbs with my family, I abandoned them meet Liangliang, Jade, Jingwen and Weishan at Vivo.

After leaving our things in the Festive Hotel, which by the way, looks strangely like a motel because the lights were so damned dim, we headed to the beach! I took/rode the Luge for the first time ever! Yes I know, I'm so suaku. But, I was pretty good at it okay! At least I think I'm good and that's all the confirmation I need. (admires self in the mirror)

Bought a volleyball and played it at the beach. Unfortunately and embarrassingly for us, we were playing it outside Wavehouse. Due to bad aiming and skills, the ball flew into Wavehouse many times and we had to shout over for some random dude passing by to help us retrieve it. Lesson learned, don't play ball near Wavehouse when you're not good at it.

After bathing, went to Vivo for our dinner and wandered around. Oh, we (I) bought loads of rubbish from Daiso. Jingwen bought a gun "to shoot her sister", as she says.

At night, we were just in the hotel room watching Dream Team together. We were like a bunch of rowdy men watching soccer, cheering when the people we liked won and cussing when they didn't, while drinking milo and instant soup. That was our team bonding activity. Everyone should do it.

Weishan and her dilemma over the stupidest things was super funny.
"Should I wear this dress or this top? I wear this top look so slutty leh, how?!"
"Wear the dress then."
"Then I look like I'm overdressed!"
"Just wear it lah!"
(After wearing it)
"Aiya, nevermind I change back to the top!"
...

How I love the decorations. :')

I swear the Merlion looks bloody creepy. Its eyes were glowing and there were purple lights shinning on it. It really seemed like it would come to life and devour tourists.

Aren't our hairbands adorable? It was only for 2 bucks at Daiso. Laughing at all the tourists who got their ears at the Gift Shop in USS for $16.90.

Entered USS the next day! It was my first time going there and I was absolutely fascinated by everything and so, I started taking tourist-like landscape shots. But USS is seriously pretty! (And magical with pink butterflies fluttering in the glittered sky)

Praise me for my bravery because I took the Battlestar Galactica(?) as my first ride. And hell, that was the second time I ever rode a roller coaster. Every time I go to an amusement park, I only took the Viking, which I hated because half the time, my butt isn't on the seat. It felt like I was going to fall off and die like Final Destination. Almost shitted in my pants when Keziah dragged me up the ride. I still can't believe I took that thing... I feel like an immortal.

The Mummy ride was incredibly fun x75930238372161! Proof for it? We took it 7 times. By the end of two times, we already knew what to expect so we were goofing off during the rides, posing for pictures etc. Oh, there was one time where the ride only had the 7 of us, so we sang songs during the ride HAHA. EVERYONE SHOULD RIDE IT, SIMPLY EXHILARATING OKAY.

Had our dinner at Toast Box and man, we were a bunch of lucky kids. We got two breads for free. The moment we got the second bread, we were all like "o.o" then we broke out laughing. Oh, and there was a weird baker from Bread Talk staring at us throughout our dinner. Not only did he stare, he also smiled creepily to himself. It was... creepy.

Maybe it was the animal ears we were wearing. I did get stared at by many commuters while I was in the MRT alone. They probably thought that I was mentally unsound but I like to think otherwise. They're staring at me because I look drop dead gorgeous.

A very elated Sheena jumping on the bed for she had never seen one before.

I got the lightstick from Daiso too! IT'S SO PRETTY. But I left it in the hotel. :'(

This lady over here was playing with her gun in the hotel and shot Weishan's face accidentally. HAHAHAHA.

Photos not in order, grammar not used correctly. Overlook any mistakes and typos I have and I'll give you a cookie.

reap just what you sow

2011-11-18T21:46:00.003+08:00

Well, this week has been really hectic, not that I'm complaining. As everyone knows, O levels is over so I'm too busy partying #likeaboss. Okay no, I'm just kidding, after this week I'll be staying at home everyday to watch dramas like the no-lifer I am.

Caught In Time with Liqin last Friday! The movie was incredible and full of suspense! Amanda Seyfried looks totally different in red, short hair though. Even so, she looks pretty albeit a little quirky (?). Oh, I caught a flaw in the movie! When Amanda Seyfried was running away from the time keeper, I saw that she was wearing black slippers instead of the stilettos. Eyes like a hawk.

On Monday, went teoheng after my chemistry paper with Rachel, Raehsiang, Wanwen, Peixuan and Jingwen. Screaming our lungs out for 6 hours straight, partying like there wasn't a last paper to study for. If I don't score well for biology, this is probably the reason why lol.

Tuesday - the official end of O Levels! Watched Tower Heist with Jade, Liangliang, Ximin and Kelly! The movie was pretty entertaining, not to the point where you'll laugh hysterically, but a fairly good amount of humour. "Yeah, I remember you, you are the seizure boy!" HAHAHA.

The person who took the picture was trying to stifle her laughter because she saw my expression.

Went to Marina Bay Sands with my family on Wednesday! I love the hotel, especially the bed and the bathroom. The one night stay I had there made me rediscover Singapore and realize how pretty Singapore is at night. I officially fell in love with the city lights in Singapore.

Apparently, while waiting to check in, a tourist sitting beside me asked me, "Are you from Thailand?" And I was like "WHAT?! NO!" I'm really perplexed by why she thought so man. Do I look like a tranny to her or something? But Thai girls are pretty right? So she probably thought I looked gorgeous. End of story.

View from the hotel wasn't that pretty because there was construction going on. But still, I find the unfinished structures rather nice hahaha.

I love hotel toilets. A lot.

Forever looking spastic. Well, no point trying to hide my true self.

Jade saw this and commented, "You do look old." PSH, HELLO? Thanks for being nice. But walau, tell me who looks good early in the morning when you just got dragged out of bed to have breakfast! Which by the way, tasted horrible, and cost 38 bucks. The nicest thing there was probably the banana.

The jam bottles are super cute hahahaha.

Will blog about USS another day! Let me just K.O right now and get ready to wake up early tomorrow.

Just kidding, I'm going to read fics.

As we go on, we remember... okay i will shut up now

2011-11-10T21:10:00.004+08:00

This is bad, I'm already not taking O's seriously. But, oh well.

Last day of school, aka graduation was so... emotional. I cried so hard and no it wasn't because I'm upset about graduating, but the fact that everyone was being so nice to each other. The atmosphere was so different from any other days.

I felt super touched because the class was being so united, so I spent my time in the grand audi brawling my eyes out. Saw the kind side of everyone on that day so I guess that has got to be one of the most memorable thing on that day? I was too busy weeping, I didn't even join in for the class hug lol. Random, but I really love Mrs Pong, she's a really nice and cute teacher! Definitely one of the best form teachers I ever had.

I went around giving everyone rainbowed hugs sprinkled with glitter! I hugged everyone in the class! ^u^

Oh my, all these emo talk is making me tear. Nah, just kidding. My heart is made of stone.

Maybe I'll miss this classroom someday. But for now, no. Maybe I'll feel the pinch someday.

The above set of pictures is to display my Standard Face Number 1.

I love the lighting effects from my camera, heh.

Weishan, you troll.

I was very happy to be taking a picture with Huiping.

Lol, ignore the messy bed hair. It was early in the morning and I woke up less than 30 minutes before taking the picture.

A very excited Sheena waiting for steamboat.

No words can describe how epic Mr Chua is.

#BadcomplexionForLife

Sh, don't tell him I took this picture without his consent.

I just need to emphasize on how much I love this photo. I don't know why too. Maybe because I look pretty here, but then again, I look pretty in all photos so... (shrugs)

Mr Lam is a very weird man. But now he is a married weird man.
This busybody came back during graduation. Who told you to wear Chung Cheng uniform? Oh and she tried to surprise us but failed because while she was walking into grand audi, I was walking out and so we met lol. I still love you okay. <3

Oh, have you guys seen this? Apparently, a girl got stomped because she's reading "torture fics" HAHAHAHA. Come on, someone stomp me too. It's a chance to get your 50 bucks!

Oh x2, I tried applying for a job at Changi Airport but they rejected me because I was a girl. They needed guys to carry luggage so yeah. It's so disappointing because that job looks so fun! Basically you just have to bring lost tourists around and carry their luggage. I don't mind that! It's such an interactive job I would love to have! Speaking of which, ANYONE HAS ANY JOBS TO RECOMMEND? I don't want to work at fast food outlets btw lol lol.

collecting your jar of hearts

2011-11-08T15:28:00.005+08:00

Yes, I shall blog today because I woke up up 6.30 just to take a 1 and a half hour paper before coming home.

On Sunday, went out with family for lunch at somewhere at Bedok, we brought out grandma along as well! I miss her so much. I swear I'll visit her often during the holidays!

It was mega jumbo plate of crab man. I thought it cost 400 bucks. My sister corrected me, it was 600 bucks. Definitely worth the money because it was so damn good. (insert drooling faces)

You see the flower pattern on the left? It was drawn on. So much effort on decorating, why can't they just buy plates with flower designs on it? Lol.

The place was really nicely decorated! Contrastingly, this "restaurant" was built under a HDB flat. So while we're eating seafood, we look out and see hdb lifts and a bus stop.

A tourist shot. Embarrassing but it's okay, no one will recognize me.

Even the walls have landscape pictures lol lol.

Concluding this short post with a "I screwed up history very badly!" Hoho but whatever, I'm just glad it's over. Can't wait for the end of O's!

pointless rant because I want to

2011-11-04T21:23:00.003+08:00

I can't wait for the moment on 15th November when they go "Time's up, please stop writing." Those 5 words would signify the end of our torture.

It officially ends the battle we have been fighting for for the past few months. I anticipate the ecstasy I'll feel at that time, probably a sense of relief and joy heightened by seven hundred and thirty four times. That is statistically proven.

Screwed it up or not, it doesn't matter, it's the past anyway. I would love to say that "I've given my all" but honestly, I haven't. But well, what's done is done and I shouldn't regret something that's clearly my fault. Not that I am anyway, I feel that I'm disregarding O's too much, hmm.

So many things planned to do after O's but how many of the things will I actually carry out? Less than half, I can predict. I really want to get a holiday job. At least I know I'll be doing something beneficial and not just laze around my house and wait for time to pass by.

Okay, boredom makes people say stupid and pointless things. Exhibit A is right here. I should shut up now.

11 more days, will I make the best out of it?

No.

it's 1.57am right now, what am i doing

2011-10-20T01:52:00.003+08:00

Changed my blogskin, isn't it so cute? ^u^

So I'll leave this space dead (but pretty) until O's is over, which isn't too far away. Just a month more to freedom! Endurance and motivation is all I need. Well, a little luck wouldn't be too bad too though... Actually, I think I need a lot of luck.

I don't think anyone is reading this now so I guess I'll blog for myself to keep track of my life in a way or something....

Anyway it's like 3 more days to O's and I'm writing this post lol. Sense of urgency: Zero.

with every strike of lightning

2011-07-17T01:32:00.004+08:00

So hi I'm back with terribly taken photos from Korean Music Wave, LOL.

My camera decided to work against me and the battery refused to charge so I was stuck with using my Iphone's camera, which by the way, sucks because... I don't even know how many mp it is.

And I also blame the blaring stage lights which were so damn bright, it caused the already sucky photos to look even suckier. So, i had to painstakingly edit the photos and reduce the brightness. But okay lah, not like I have anything to do anyway. HAHAHA.

Okay we're not that near the stage but hey, free tickets and this close, not bad already okay! We're right smack in the center somemore!

All the people waving the Big Bang lightsticks.

I was trying to take Kevin's face but... damn the lights. But it's okay, he looks even more angelic now although you can't see his features, LOL.

Oh this is probably the best picture I've taken that night. Sadly, I don't even like this group. In fact, I had never heard of them. LOL, sorry.

Hallelujah, I got Kevin's face. ^u^

Miss A! They were really good!

Teen Top! How that sound? The second picture looks like it's from a comic book. Blame the lights man, blame the lights.

Then it's U-Kiss wooooooo!!

And as if it wasn't bright enough, they just had to wear white. Now they look like snowmans.

Then they look like they're in a horror movie. Didn't even take any considerably good pictures of them. : '(

Then, it was Big Bang and 2ne1 and the crowd went crazy. Everyone immediately got off their seats and started waving their light sticks. Thus, that yellow crown thingy you see.

GD&TOP! Hehehe.

High High! ^u^

You know how many pictures I took from KMW? 246.
And above are the slightly better ones the rest all looked horrible. And you wanna know why? It's the lights I tell you!! Okay and because Iphone's camera sucks.

Below, you'll wow at me for my awesome photo editing skills. HAHAHA.
Most of the photos turned out like this, where all the people look like walking torches.

This one is kinda pretty though, LOL.

And then there's this, where the light is like BAM IN YOUR FACE.

BAM

BAM BAM BAM

The photos were so bright, I teared while I was editing the photos, LOL. Come people, say that I'm dedicated.

Aw, thank you! Moving on!

Anyway, after the concert the MRT was so damn packed, look at this!

And then look at this. You see the people at the back? They were taking pictures of the crowded train station too. HAHAHA. Singaporean forever, probably posting it up on Stomp, LOL.

Oh and I saw Xiaxue at parkway today and I shamelessly asked for a picture. HAHAHA.
I was in this convenience store and when I turned around, I saw her and got a shock because her hair was really striking LOL.

Then there was this bunch of teenagers at the bus stop going "AHHH OMG ITS XIAXUE, HEHEHEHE" and basically spazzing over her. So I purposely went up to her, asked for a picture and flicked my hair at them.

LOL no just joking.

korean music wave

2011-07-16T00:36:00.005+08:00

YES SUP PEOPLE! Guess where I have been? KOREAN MUSIC WAVE! The concert was incredible and simply amazing. I'm trying to squeeze out every single word I can to describe the concert, but this is all I can say, LOL. Sorry, my english has always been bad.

Don't bother reading if Kpop is not relevant to you.

Okay anyway, let me tell you guys a long long story on how I even got the tickets.

It was a really sudden plan because before yesterday, I wasn't really keen on going to the concert because it was so expensive (even though U-Kiss would be attending). Then, just on Thursday, my fan girl mindset kicked in and I just really wanted to go. So, on the way out of school, I messaged my dad, hoping a miracle would happen and he will get the tickets somehow. Although the chances were really low because I had asked him before but he said no.

Me: Hey dad, are you doing any concerts on Friday? Korean Music Wave?

Dad: Yes. Y?

When I saw it, I stunned for a moment and started cussing madly. I almost cried, but I didn't because I was so scared that its just a false alarm and I get my hopes up for nothing. For the whole of Thursday I was so fidgety because I needed to verify things, get mum's permission and I almost died waiting for my dad to text me back.

Then it was confirmed, HELL YEAH I GOT TWO TICKETS TO KOREAN MUSIC WAVE. I WAS SO BLOODY HAPPY OH MY GOD. (Cue tears) Anyway, there were 4 tickets so two of them for my sis and her friend, two for me. I gave one to Jingwen since she wanted it, so yeah.

Okay, jumping to today's concert!!!!

It was too perfect for words to describe it. It's the.... second real concert I went to and god, I was in heaven.

Me and Jingwen got a shock when we got there like oh my god. Because my tickets were free, we thought we were obviously going to be right at the back or something. When we looked for our seats, we got really shocked because it was rather near the stage. We didn't believe that it was our seats because, come on, its free tickets, would they be so nice? We even asked the usherette where our seats were and we got directed back to those seats.

We spazzed for a few good minutes, thinking it was too good to be true. BUT IT WAS, KWAHAHAHA. The seats were far better than I expected and I was about to cry, but I didn't, for I am not crazy. Oh, we got a bloody hell big shock when a group of people came over and claimed the seat were theirs. In my head I was cussing so badly but it turns out they made a mistake so... SCREW THEM FOR MAKING MY HEART STOP.

Okay, the real concert.

Kevin was the MC of the show and he was so awkward. He just stood there, looking pretty and occasionally adding words like "wow" "oooooh" and dancing gayly to girl group dances. Whenever a groups finished their performance, he will gayly imitate the group's dance, LOL. He was like "I love their dance" (dances to Supa Luv) LOL, yeah I love him. ^u^

FT Island opened the show and gosh, Lee Hongki was so cute, jumping around the stage. Then there was Dal Shabet, Touch, X-5, The Boss, Teen Top. I made use of their performance to go pee. HAHAHA SORRY, I HAVE A SMALL BLADDER. Then it was Miss A, man I love their songs. Good Girl Bad Girl, Love Alone and Breathe. <3

THEN IT WAS THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE SHOW - U-KISS' PERFORMANCE. Okay fine, only to me.

They performed 4 songs - Everyday, Bingeul Bingeul, 0330 and MMHN. THE BEST 15 MINUTES OF MY LIFE. THEY WERE JUST THERE AND I WAS LIKE "EAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK!"

The best part of U-Kiss' performance was when they were doing hip thrusts and waves. Kevin's wave is... wow, he's a dolphin in disguise. Eli promised to take off his jacket but he didn't, that stupid liar.

If you think my siren screams are horrid, you haven't hear me scream when U-Kiss was performing. I could be the next IU, my screams goes up 3 octaves HAHAHA. Screaming randomly during their performance was so fun, it could be my hobby. I have a new-found joy of screaming wildly. The people around me were totally covering their ears and probably judging me. But it's okay, I'm human therefore I must get judged.

Moving on, to the real highlight of the event - 2ne1 and Big Bang's performance.

I thought the crowd was already super high throughout the performances but apparently I haven't seen them long enough yet. Compared to 2ne1's and Big Bang's performances, the crowd seemed so dead in the performances before. When they performed, the screams were frighteningly loud. Imagine a million of me screaming, yeah, it was so damn deafening omg. Three-quarter of the people there were their fans so they all stood up, jumped around, and waved their light sticks and what not.

Walau eh, and they judge me and Jingwen for screaming during U-Kiss' performance?! Why wasn't the crowd this high when it was U-Kiss performing, I would be... bat shit crazy and flailing my arms around. So I guess that's the downside(?) of the concert cause not every group got the same treatment kind of thing.

But admittedly, their performances were really fun and it makes you high. I was jumping around, screaming and fan chanting too because the ambiance was so lively. But a part of me was screaming simply because I had nothing to do hahaha. Still, it was enjoyable.

2ne1 sang Lonely, I am the Best, Can't Nobody, I don't care while Big Bang sang Tonight, What can I do, High high, Oh yeah, knock out and Love song. ^u^

G Dragon was so good looking oh my goddddddd! EH, MR LAM, YOU JEALOUS? I SAW GD! HAHAHA. Being GD, he was on stage and walking around like he's drunk but, I love him... and his smile. ^u^

Oh yes, the fans are crazy. They scream for the stupidest reasons. The host was talking about chilli crab with Big Bang and they screamed like no tomorrow. High High was... so high, HAHAHA. Basically I was jumping and dancing around during the performances, but yeah, I do that everyday so... LOL.

Min (MC): I like your earpiece (because it was given by fans and custom-made)
T.O.P: I love you.

HAHAHA I think he misinterpreted her.

MC: (asks about something)
L. Joe: I love Singapore (?) ... (rambles on) Wait, what is the question?

MC: Who do you want to see on stage again?
Crowd: BIG BAAAAAAAANG!
Me: U-KISSSSSSSSSS!

Forever alone. :'(

4 Hours of heaven, it was so memorable. :')

Came back at around 12am, woah first time I stay out so late, hahaha.

I tried taking pictures with my iphone but yeah, obviously quality is shit. But I'll try to edit it and see if I can salvage the photos. ^u^

Pictures some other day. If you read through the whole post, I LOVE YOU.
Sorry for any grammar errors or something.

P.S I'M SO DAMN GRATEFUL TO MY PARENTS.

the freaky boys are coming, yes they're really coming

2011-07-13T22:49:00.003+08:00

Woo yeah I'm back. I'm back back back back to single~
LOL okay, ignore that.

I'm blogging simply because I have nothing better to do, so yeah. Oh which reminds me, the oral teacher told me that my english was too casual and I should end my sentences properly and not go "And... yeah." HAHAHA.

Anyway, I went out with my family for lunch last Sunday at Bedok Point! We ate at this Hong Kong cafe-like place called Kungfu Paradise. The food was... fine, but then again, don't trust me cause everything tastes fine to me.

Is Bio spa on Friday? I think it is, anyway, I think I'll fail it because I don't know how ro plan experiments. T.T

Salad and meatballs. ^u^

Shaved mango ice! It wasn't really shaved, it's more like... pieces of ice LOL.

Oh this is mine! Chilli crab pasta! It tastes like... chilli crab without the meat. So basically its just chilli crab sauce and fake crab meat.

Went to my Grandma's house afterwards! I love my grandma, she is so cute, hahahaha.

This will be my car when I get my license okay! LOL.

And uh, random pictures from my phone.
Was at Kim Gary's Restaurant with Sarah, Weishan and Chris the other day to film Liqin's birthday video. Yeah, the one where I embarrass myself like always.

Ending this post with my mum's epic english. She does not know how to type "reach" HAHAHA.

Starting all over again

2011-07-09T16:57:00.002+08:00

I neglected this space for 1 month and 10 days exactly (that's if my calculations are correct, and that I didn't count the months wrongly). LOL yeah, up to now, I'm still unsure of the order of the months. I mix up the order of March, May and April all the time.

So anyway, I'm here blogging for myself. It's like when I grow old and memories start to fade, I'll come here and look at all my posts and probably think to myself "Why was I so ridiculous?" LOL.

Or maybe 20 years down the road, I'll be showing this to my kid (if my violent tendencies against kids hadn't killed her HAHA) and go "Eh see, Destiny and Desiree Kim, mummy was so cool back then." Yes, I would like to name my child Destiny and Desiree, such a cool name isn't it! ^^

Okay enough rubbish, now I will start talking more rubbish about the past one month of my life.

June holidays passed so damn quickly oh my god. I only remembered myself going for ssp, sleeping at 3am, waking up at 3pm, wasting my life away and yup, that's basically it. HAHA. Even so, I didn't accomplish much because I was stoning at ssp half of the time.

It's funny how I waste my day away and at night before I go to sleep, the regret sets in and I think to myself "Why did I waste my day away? Why didn't I study more?" Ah, all the stupid things I do.

Okay enough me ranting, I'll just post pictures from like 3 different occasions - some dinner I was forced to attend, Sogurt with Liqin and Airport with Sarah. ^u^

She said "Nichkhun" while I said "U-Kiss" hahahaha.

The effects of Chemistry.

This person shamelessly camwhoring with my phone, LOL.

Ending off this post with a delicious looking piece of cheesecake which reminds me, damn, I'm starving. :'(

P.S This post was supposed to be up yesterday but blogger was being a bitch.

Light it up

2011-05-28T20:09:00.004+08:00

Okay I'm finally blogging after weeks of stopping. The reason why I'm blogging now is because I'm rather bored and have nothing else better to do except for studying which obviously isn't going to happen.

The last time I checked, there was only 6 people viewing my blog HAHAHAHA. SO HI TO THE SIX PEOPLE READING!! LOL.

So let me think what I've done during this period, hmm. Well exam is over and I'm happy because I only failed 2. I didn't fail chem this time round so yay for me but I failed english which is super bad LOL. Thus, I shall read more fanfics to improve my english HAHAHA.

And oh 21st May was the best day this month! I SAW KIBUM IN REAL LIFE. HE'S BLOODY GORGEOUS OMG. But he's a bitch that didn't pick me for the game. HAHA that asshole who doesn't know how to read "Pick me", psh.

Okay, pictures from I-have-no-idea-when. Had Smiths with Cherilyn, Liqin and Delyse! ^^

And some pictures I stole from Jiayan's facebook, LOL.

I don't get why my right eye can't move to the center as well. Now I look twice as spastic LOL.

Sigh, I need to do something about my left profile, I LOOK LIKE I'M BALDING.

The best part about a jumpshot is when you fail and you turn out looking stupid and constipated.

Oh god my face is... HAHAHAHA.

Yeah okay that sums it up wooooooooooooo~

2011-05-06T22:17:00.001+08:00

BE BACK WHENEVER.

betrayal

2011-04-12T20:34:00.004+08:00

"When will I be able to return to the police force?" Kevin asked his boss.
"When you finish your mission, regardless how long that may be." He answered seriously. Kevin gave a slight nod. "And remember, no strings attached." He warned.

Those words still remained vivid to me, echoing in my ears even if though it had happened ten years ago, when he was still 17 years old.

Ten years passed as though it was interminable. Everyday of that ten years was loaded with tension and fear - Fear of the unknown, fear of being exposed, fear of the future. It was a treacherous journey Kevin had to overcome. He needed to accomplish his mission which was the only reason why he joined that gang. Yes, he was an undercover cop and he was assigned to arrest the gang leader whom he grew close to - Kim Kibum.

When the boy first joined the gang, he was merely a small fry the members ordered around, making him their personal servant. One day by chance, Kibum met Kevin and knew that there was potential in that brown-haired scrawny boy that was yet to be unleashed. Kibum took Kevin under his wings and showed him the ropes. Kevin was awkward at first but as time passed by, he got more adjusted to everything - the killings, danger and tension.

Within that decade, Kevin changed tremendously. The once quiet and lowly-ranked boy had became Kibum's most trusted right-hand man. The once warm brown orbs were now filled with danger and superiority. Though Kevin had grown so close to Kibum, he had not forgotten about his purpose of being here. "No strings attached." The words ringed in his head as he tapped his black acrylic table rhythmically.

Kevin heard the door knob click. He looked up to see Kibum dressed in a black suit walking towards him. Kibum placed his hands on the desk and leaned forward, "Tomorrow night, Eli will be bringing in the drugs at the habour. This is the major deal, prepare yourself." He whispered cautiously and gave a small smirk. After instructing Kevin, he walked out of the room, calmly sliding his hands in his pockets.

Kevin stood still for a moment. "This is it..." He muttered to himself. After years of gaining Kibum's trust, this was what he was waiting for. This was the chance to nab Kibum and destroy the gang for good. Kevin pulled out a black cellphone from his drawer and began to dial in a number.

The following night, Kevin, Kibum and a few of their men stood patiently by the habour. Kevin felt his adrenaline rushing through his veins. "Tonight will be the night." He thought to himself. He glanced over his shoulder to look at Kibum. A tinge of guilt struck him. Accomplishing the mission will also mean betraying the man who used to take care of him. Kevin shook off the feeling and spotted a small boat approaching the habour.

A muscular man in a baseball cap stepped out of the boat with a suitcase it hand. Kibum snapped his fingers and one of the men quickly stepped forward and opened the suitcase, revealing the packets of white inside.

"Freeze!" The cops that were hiding in the area shouted. Gunshots were heard and Kibum looked at Kevin, "Run!" He took Kevin's hand and sprinted off.

Kevin and Kibum came to a stop after a while. "We should be safe here." Kibum whispered as he swept off dirt from his arms. Kevin slowly pulled out a gun and aimed it at Kibum. Realisation hit Kibum as he kicked the gun off Kevin's grip. The two began wrestling each other, delivering punches and roughly pushing one another. Kibum swiftly picked up the dropped gun and pointed it at Kevin.

"I trusted you."Kibum said as a trail of crimson red trickled down the contour of his face.

"I..." Kevin was cut off by a sudden gunshot. Blood gushed out from Kibum's left calf, staining the grass patch below him. He kneeled down, wincing in pain.

Kevin's boss stepped forward and faced Kevin, "Mission accomplished." He said proudly.

Kevin did not answer him, but instead, he looked at Kibum who was being arrested by the cops.

"Sorry..." Kevin apologized as a drop of tear flowed down his cheek.

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HAHAHAHA WAH CHIM RIGHT? THIS IS MY ENGLISH COMPO FOR MID-ABILITY ESSAY. The topic was "Betrayal" so yeah! ^^
I should be a fan fiction writer HAHAHA.

dont deny our r square pi

2011-04-03T01:24:00.002+08:00

Well, I was going to do a super long update with tons of pictures but photobucking/blogger is screwing up on me so I guess a shorter one will do heh.

The pictures are all over the place and some were like decades ago so yeah LOL enjoy. ^^

My sister bought me a U-Kiss key chain! hehehe. I must quickly stock up on all the U-Kiss merchandises with the old members before they make the ones with the new members on it. Then if I'm over U-Kiss, I can sell the merchandises since it wouls be extinct by then, hahaha. ^^

At the salon after ballet exam LOL.

Rainbow! ^^

Tell me I look like a cute innocent kid! LOL.

Polaroid pictures! Hehehe, and check out my polka dotted nails. LOL.

P.S: I got a new computer, mouse and keyboard! Its all wireless and I feel awesome typing with my keyboard on my lap or just waving it around just because I can, LOL.

with the words so radical

2011-03-27T21:14:00.003+08:00

Blogging because of Sarah! Feel honoured okay! hahaha.

Well, today I tried to study binomial but I kept getting the answers wrong so I threw my book into my room and started doing my own stuff HAHAHA. Now I'm trying to do redox but it's hard cause I'm getting distracted.

Went out to East Coast Park for dinner with my family and we had Sushi Teh!! After dinner we, okay no I, went to buy ice cream form 7-11! You know the rainbow coloured ice cream? Its damn nice and so childhood-ish and its only 1 buck! LOL. We sat at this place for a while and my started camwhoring hahaha.

I am not responsible for the overly edited pictures my sister made.

(pokes my flabby arm)

Do I look like a kid? hehehehe.

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Oh another thing, I'm feeling kind of sad and nervous. Wednesday is my ballet exam and I don't feel prepared. Also, it's the last day I will have anything to do with ballet. Yeah, I'm quitting ballet for good since grade 8 is like the "final" grade and any grade after that will involve pointe work which I cannot do.

Its kind of sad because I have been dancing ballet for 11 years and quitting it is like leaving a part of my life behind. I probably won't see my teacher and my ballet friends that I knew since I was like what, 5 years old? So technically, we sort of grew up together?

I will miss ranting about how much I don't want to go for ballet, how annoying it is and how it occupies my Saturday afternoons.

Now my Saturdays will be so unoccupied and if someone asks me, "Hey, what are you doing on saturday?" I would probably instinctively say, "I have ballet. Oh no wait... I don't anymore." Oh my god what a sad scenario. LOL.

Don't know why I'm getting so emotional over this, but I guess I just don't like changes. Changes always scares me and I don't like adapting to change. But then again, change is the only constant in life right? (I quote Cherilyn, LOL)

Hmmm, but maybe this change will be for the better! Maybe I will use the time to study and get 11 points for L1R4 for O- Levels, yay! Or maybe I will just use that free time to watch more U-Kiss LOL. I think option 2 is more likely to happen hahaha.

But okay whatever, I'm done ranting. Shall try to do redox now! ^^

2011-03-19T22:09:00.001+08:00

Took out cbox cause its dead and the robots are spamming it. I replaced it with formspring's ask box but I don't think anyone will ask anything so whatever!

and you can chase your dreams

2011-03-19T12:55:00.002+08:00

Urgh I can't believe the one week holiday is going to be over!!! I HAVEN'T REST ENOUGH YET. :(

To summarize what I did this week:

Went out on Tuesday with gang for Kbox at KLP!
Went out on Thursday with clique to ECP for picnic and kbox at KLP after!
Went out on Friday after school with sister to catch I am number 4 at KLP AGAIN LOL LOL.

I went to KLP three times this week LOL omg. And oh oh, I am number 4 is a SUPER nice movie! It was like really exciting and yeah LOL. But then again, you can't trust me cause everything is nice to me so... hahahaha.

Okay lastly, let me share with you my conversation with Jade on Twitter LOL.

(Them = U-Kiss)
(Its one of their song's lyrics)

HAHAHAHAHA.

baby talk talk talk to me

2011-03-16T13:54:00.005+08:00

Okay quick post before I head out to meet Liqin to study!!

Went out for dinner on Sunday with my family without my oldest sister cause she was chionging her project work. We had seafood at ths hawker in Tanjong Pagar or something. The seafood was awesome seriously!! Crabs, sotong, oyster omelet... (drools)

hahaha okay pictures.

Like father like daughter man. If you wonder why I always sit so unglamly, know you know, I got it from my dad.

LOL check out the buildings! Its all slanted!! Cool right!

Okay end post gonna meet Liqin soon!! ^^

said we'd be forever, said it'd never die

2011-03-12T22:17:00.002+08:00

Yesterday marked the last day of CTs! Woohoo, but actually I shouldn't be happy about it cause this is just a small hill I have to cross. There are still bigger mountains I have to overcome this year. (Attempts to be chim by using metaphors(?) )

LOL whatever lah, okay back to my shallow self.

Finally getting a break after so long! 1 week is little but it will have to do. So gonna sleep late every night and utilize the break fully by enjoying myself aka using the computer everyday HAHA. Okay I do not have a life.

Anyway, yesterday I went off early from dance, went back to bathe and met Cherilyn Liqin and Sarah at old airport road for dinner! I miss Sarah and her nonsense so much HAHAHA. It was great. We caught up and talked about random stuff at Cherilyn's playground after dinner. Sigh I miss days like these, it reminds me of the holidays. IDONTWANTOLEVELS. (bangs head on concrete wall)

Our cheap-looking but family-like dinner HAHAHA.

<3

P.S: I am going to finish all my homework this holiday!! Okay maybe not all, MOST! I WILL BE A GOOD KID. ^^

P.S x2: Excited for kbox. <3

2011-03-09T22:03:00.002+08:00

Sorry, won't be blogging till the weekends cause I will be too busy being a mugger.
HAHA, okay no. Everytime I want to study, I will read the textbook for a while and end up stoning. LOL this sucks but whatever, Bio last paper!! Hehehe. ^^

P.S: The eye is the worst chapter ever right after Nervous system.

why do you play with my mind

2011-03-05T21:50:00.003+08:00

Another attempt to keep my blog alive by updating with pictures from centuries ago LOL LOL.

This was when... uh CNY celebration in school LOL yes that's like a month ago. Anyway we celebrated Shan's birthday with steamboat! hehehe. :)

I edited the photos to make it look vintage-y LOL hey its cool yo!

Me looking bald in the picture HAHA. Sarah is missing in the picture, tsk tsk.

LOL Cherilyn's face.

And a random picture of korean rice cakes! HAHAHA I LOVE KOREAN RICE CAKES OKAY!!

2011-03-03T20:46:00.003+08:00

Common test is in 3 days time and let's see what I did:

Trigonometry

Hormones

1 Chapter of Chinese

+/-96 hours, 7 subjects. Wow, I am so screwed. FML.

girl, i need a girl

2011-03-01T20:59:00.004+08:00

Trying to keep my blog alive here.

I think there's seriously something wrong with me. My head feels damn hot every night I don't know why! The weird thing is that only my head is burning up, the rest of my body is perfectly fine so I'm like "What....?" LOL.

I think I use my brain too much all of the sudden. 16 years of not utilizing it fully made it rusty. Perhaps its gonna die soon if I use it too much. So for the sake of keeping my brain safe, I shall not overwork it. ^^

Anyway random pictures that I didn't bother to upload lol lol.

The U-Kiss posters I stole from everyone's Teenage magazine hahahaha.

The ramen was good. ^^

Okay I'm off, good day.

2011-02-26T21:38:00.003+08:00

HEY PEOPLE! GUESS WHAT, I CUT MY HAIR SHORT TODAY!! LOOK CHIO RIGHT? hehehehe. ^^

Can you notice something wrong? :)

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Okay lah, I didn't cut my hair short, I merely pulled my hair up LOL LOL. Sorry, don't hit me!!
Sorry to twitter gang, I lied. HAHAHAHA.

But I look quite good in short hair right! Maybe I should really cut it short!! hehehe.

I know I very lame lah okay! Must understand that I don't have a life LOL.

come back to me

2011-02-26T00:52:00.005+08:00

Our last Cross Country in Chung Cheng!! :)

Like all the other years, we didn't bother to run at all, just stroll the whole way yo! ^^

After cross country, I went out with twitter gang for teoheng!! It was super super fun! Raehsiang's singing is really good and so is Jingwen's versatile voice HAHAHA.

Haven't been to kbox for very long and I miss singing all the chinese songs! LOL I wanna go sing K again, someone jio me please!

Okay anyway pictures! ^^

We were blue all over!

My husband LOL LOL.

So cute right! hahaha.

Saw this dog in the toliet, IT WAS FREAKING HELL CUTE! It was so big and fluffly! It's like a polar bear LOL LOL.

Walau Nicole photo bombing me and Shan LOL.

Yo dawg! LOL, I felt so you qi shi when I wore Yiting's shades. I was looking at other people without them knowing, hahaha.

LOL LOL at Quntian's face at the background.

2011-02-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

LOL you are god.

2011-02-23T20:47:00.001+08:00

Industry representatives revealed on February 23rd that U-KISS‘ Alexander and Kim Kibum disclosed that they would be leaving the group. As such, the two will not participate in U-KISS’ comeback album.

“Through these happenings, U-KISS will reborn as a more mature and developed team. There will be two new members of U-KISS who will reinforce the group’s comeback next month, and they are currently working hard with the other members. We will be revealing the new members to the fans soon.”

My day gets better and better.

We hope that we can maintain a good relationship with Kibum, who is still a family member in our hearts.

Because you totally replace family and kick them out.

with a new attitude

2011-02-21T20:33:00.003+08:00

Out of all the things the school had tried to do to help us, today's career day is definitely the most beneficial one. Thanks to this, I found what I really wanted to do!

Before this, seriously I didn't have an actual course/school I wanted to go to. My mindset was just like "okay lah, just go to some easy poly course and graduate then I can go become a beautician." I told other people I wanted mass comm cause it looked the easiest out of all the accounting, business and what not.

But I decided to change what I wanna be during roots and wings. We were looking at all the careers there are in the world and I found out that you earn so damn little being a beautician. I was like "What the hell, I'm wasting all my time to study till poly and then I get a pay of 1.7k?! Hell no man."

So I pretty much didn't have a aim in life anymore (LOL sounds so depressing) but yeah. Then today there were a lot of lectures from different JCs and okay I wasn't interested at all cause I seriously have no intentions of going into JC.

The part where we are supposed to look at the poly booths was the only thing I took seriously LOL. I spam take all the brochures(?) that wasn't about engineering or science HAHA.

After talking to the person at the booth, I confirmed the course that I wanted to go! (I had a rough idea what I wanted to do while I was in the SP workshop)

APPLIED DRAMA AND PSYCHOLOGY!!

WAH CHIM RIGHT? HAHAHA. I looked at the course and went like omg this is so me LOL. Psychology and drama leh! How cool is that?! DRAMA LEH, I WILL ACE IT LOL.

And you know what's better?

The cut off point is 13!! At least I have a better chance of getting in.

AND AND AND....

CHEMISTRY IS NOT NEEDED.

SO SCREW CHEMISTRY! I'LL JUST GET A C6 FOR IT LOL LOL.

Then if I cant get into that, there's always Advertisement and Public Relations, Psychology and Community Service!! All around the 10 - 13 range so yes I will set my target at 11!! ^^

I feel so happy that I actually found something that I have interest in! And it makes me so excited that I might actually consider going to University after that!! SHOCKED RIGHT? HAHA that's how inspired I am LOL.

So wait for me Singapore Poly, I will study hard and get to my dream course!!

11 POINTS, JY JY JY!! ^^

hold it against me

2011-02-19T22:34:00.004+08:00

Woke up at 2pm today and half a day was already gone. I totally slept for like 12 hours lah LOL I'm shocked at myself.

Was webcaming with Cherilyn a while ago but now she is off to play mahjong, lucky girl!!

As you can see from our conversation, I was trying to get her to smile to the cam but obviously she dao-ed me and thus the picture LOL.

Screenshot-ing myself LOL. Narcissistic bimbo in the house yo~

She finally looked but... LOL.

Random webcam shots I found in my folder.

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AND HI TO MY READERS FROM SOUTH KOREA, AUSTRALIA AND LATVIA LOL LOL!!

2011-02-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

TGIF TGIF! Its the weekends and you know what that means? I get to use the computer unlimited-ly. ^^

Ever since my chinese teacher called my mum, my mum set this rule of "only using the computer one hour per day" but seriously lah, what can you do in an hour? Its not even enough to watch finish one episode of Dream High! But okay lah, most of the time I used more than an hour LOL. But hey I finished my homework already so I deserve to have a break! HAHA.

Side tracking but I have a diet plan! Okay no lah its not really a diet plan but more like my attempt to slim down LOL. So firstly, I will dance everyday!! I will try to learn a new Kpop dance or practice the dances I have already learnt!

I have been dancing Bad Girl Good Girl, Chitty Chitty Bang Bang and Nothing Lasts Forever recently, hehehe. CCBB took me damn long to learn, the dance damn hard lah! (click here if you wanna see the dance) but its seriously an awesome workout, perspire like mad every time I dance xia.

Plus, since I'm not in SYF, I'm not exercising much so I'll grow fat if I just laze around and do nothing LOL.

And its for self-improvement purposes too! Like if one day there's a competition where you have to dance out the dance according to whatever music they play, I will win for sure and get myself a trip to 3D2N stay in Hawaii and a Sabaru car. HAHA you never know, its might happen! Okay lah secretly its for me to show-off to everyone that I know a lot of dances, HAHAHAHA.

Oh yes back to my diet plan!

Secondly, I will not eat after 8pm! Its supposed to be 6pm but I can't help it sometimes if dinner is served late.

And yeah that's about it HAHAHA okay ya fine it sounds pathetic LOL LOL.

Okay I know no one cares about what I'm writing and you guys are only reading the first line of my post and the last line. FINE.

P.S : I'm learning Miss A's Breathe now. ^^

you want my soup of love?

2011-02-17T19:31:00.003+08:00

Wow, that's fast, its Thursday already and tomorrow its gonna be Friday, TGIF!! ^^

I just came back from ballet practice, I'm super scared! Ballet exams are like on 30th March and I don't feel prepared yet. I still don't know my barre work gah! I wanna do well in this exam cause its gonna be my last year in ballet!

I don't intend to continue ballet anymore and I'm gonna go explore some other dance, maybe Broadway or something, HAHA no I'm just joking.

Anyway, 5 pathetic pictures from this week. :)

LOL Clarence bought the travel sized mahjong and we played a round of it before flag raising! hahaha the super small tiles are super hard to stack!

Valentines day! First time I received roses for Valentines, I stun tio xia LOL.

You get fat really easily on Valentines day cause everyone spams you with cookies and chocolates (the homemade cupcakes were awesome). Okay I gave other people chocolates too cause I want them to grow fat so I'll look skinnier HAHA xin ji zhong. ^^

Me and Liqin creating a failed heart, LMAO.

This was when... I have no idea when LOL LOL.

with a limo waiting downstairs for me

2011-02-13T19:05:00.006+08:00

Hey back with pictures from like a billion years ago, so expect ancient pictures of cavemen and dinosaurs,HAHA no I'm just joking.

Pictures are from the long Chinese New Year break! Its already up on facebook since like a week ago but I'll still post it up here anyway cause I'm determined to revive my blog (cues majestic music).

Oh this was from yesterday when I was at Rachel's house for BBQ dinner! I watched Salt and omg its really nice, hahaha. Rachel's little sister and Yinyan's sisters are really interesting LOL.

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I think I look like a ballroom dancer! HAHA, its like the flower plus the flow-y dress, lol lol.

I cant live a day without having an unglam picture taken of me LOL. It's okay man, I'm still pretty when I'm unglam HAHAHA IM JUST KIDDING.

They have matching outfits, woah woah, LOL.

I just have to stand out and be AA thus striking a pose. ^^

Went to Delyse's house on Sunday!!

Cherilyn looks like an innocent kid here,LOL.

Okay I'm done!

And I just remembered bio SPA is on tuesday, how how how!! I'm totally like lost in SPA and I'm pretty sure I will mess it up and create some explosion in the lab LOL.

just the beginning

2011-02-11T21:56:00.005+08:00

Hey people I'm back!! (GRAND MUSIC) DUH DUH DUH DUH. LOL.

Anyway life has been like always... same old story, the usual cycle of waking up, going to school, coming back home, sleeping and going back to school.

Chinese New Year wasn't that great, is it me or there is a lack of the festive mood this year? Hmm, I don't know, I guess I'm just getting old, hahaha.

So yeah, I'm back with like 15 plus pictures from my phone since ages cause I just found out how to upload them, LOL YES I'M SLOW.

Captions at the bottom! :)
Do we look alike? Almost everyone says we don't and the only person who said we do is Jiaxin,LOL.

The brain/learning whatever thingy,LOL. My intrapersonal is very high, it sounds good but I know its just another way of saying I'm narcissistic HAHA.

Lunch with Liqin at a cafe along Katong road last /last last(?) Wed since both of us didnt have CCA! hehehe. I know the pimple on my face is distracting, LOL. I tried to use an iphone application to get rid of it but oh well I guess it didn't work. And there's no application to neaten messy hair, HAHAHA.

Steamboat for Shan's birthday celebration! KOREAN RICE CAKES ARE THE BEST, HEAVEN I TELL YOU! I ordered one plate to myself since no one else wanted it, LOL.

Lao-ing yusheng on New Year's eve! :)

My sis copy me can! LOL LOL. Okay fine, we planned it, hahahaha.

Pretty Eunos Mrt station during CNY. :)

Re Ben chun at KLP!

2nd day of CNY! Love my grandma's cooking! Her curry is the best. ^^

My dad's Taiwan friend left this specs on my dad's car and since she left for Taiwan already, she told my dad to keep it. My sister totally coped it,LOL.

Lunch with Liqin on Monday at Everything with fries! We were freaking full, but the fries were really good! :)

Are the pictures of food making you hungry? LOL LOL, I have no idea why I have so many pictures of food in my phone, hahaha. I should be a food blogger next time. ^^

2011-02-07T21:15:00.001+08:00

YOU'LL PROBABLY FIND ME DEAD TOMORROW.

dream high

2011-01-30T17:20:00.003+08:00

Call me slow but, EVERYONE SHOULD GO WATCH DREAM HIGH SERIOUSLY. ITS BLOODY AWESOME!

That show is super sweet!! The teachers (okay only 1) in that that school is damn nice to his students! Why don't we have teachers like that in CCHMS who would go to the extent of forking out his own money for his students? And why can't we have guy who would block falling flower pots for us?HAHAHA. Okay fine, not like there's always flower pots falling from the sky everyday,LOL.

Okay main point, watch it! You won't regret,hehehe.

And omg I'm so excited for Chinese New Year! I will eat till I explode, then continue eating and collecting money with the bits and pieces of me that's left. LOL okay I'm not making sense, too high about the show.HAHA enjoy your day! :)

2011-01-26T18:50:00.002+08:00

Okay I shall blog to push down the super big picture of me with the curled fringe,HAHA.

Had lunch with Liqin just now and she came over my house to study,hehe it was quite productive I guess, I did what I wanted to do (which wasn't a lot) but still, it feels good accomplishing your goals,hehehe.

I'm down with flu,urgh this is soooo annoying. I feel like my nose is gonna rot after all my rubbing and stuff,LOL. On the other hand, Chinese New Year is coming! Yay yay yay! Ang paos + food + no school + ang paos + food = (insert millions of heart) hehe. ^^

people say i'm crazy and that i am blind

2011-01-22T01:28:00.004+08:00

HAHAHA this happened yesterday night. I was so bored I started playing with make-up and used a straightening iron to curl my fringe! LOL what Friday night nothing to do what,LOL.

Eh it turned out quite pretty leh!! Maybe I will do this for chinese new year,HAHA new look you know!

Center parting,hahaha Liqin looks so innocent lah,LOL. I enjoy sticking out my tongue in photos nowadays. I have a pretty tongue,HAHA no lah just joking.

Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine,
I'm leaving my life in your hands.
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind,
risking it all in a glance.
And how you got me blind is still a mystery,
I can't get you out of my head.
Don't care what is written in your history,
As long as you're here with me.

I don't care who you are,
Where you're from,
What you did,
as long as you love me.

<3

2011-01-20T19:13:00.003+08:00

It sucks to know that you are not good enough to hit your goals. Pure fact man, everyone wants to have a perfect life with everything you ever thought of wanting but I guess not many of us can do that. I have many things that I want to do in life but I know that probably half of them would never happen, ever. (No I'm not referring to dreams like marrying your idols cause that's just a pure fantasy)

This is such a saddening fact oh my god. You know how you want something so much but once you realise that it's not gonna happen you just kinda die inside? One problem with me is that I'm overly optimistic to the point that even when the chances are like 0.01%, I still have faith that it will happen. Then I fall really hard and get super disappointed. The higher you hope that harder you fall you know!

Okay lah, this post is going nowhere, I'm just ranting about everything cause I simply refuse to study. Someone please shove me down a cliff and wake me up.

2011-01-19T20:47:00.002+08:00

Sigh life became so boring.

School School School School School. I'm so deprived of sleep and I feel so pressured by everything. Everyone's like bucking up and I'm still going like "Zzzz, I don't really care." Okay fine I care, but not enough to make me work hard and study. I need something much more, like maybe..... If I get good grades I'll go on holiday with U-Kiss,HAHAHA okay no lah that would never happen, I'm not delusion. ^^

Whatever lah, I'll just laugh everything off and take everything as one big joke.

it all started with justin bieber

2011-01-17T21:04:00.003+08:00

NO OFFENSE TO ALL JUSTIN BIEBER FANS. Justin Bieber's songs are fine but I just don't really like him.

LOL okay this is like super interesting and you just have to know. The blog post is really messy so you just have to bear with it and listen to my instructions,hahaha.

It all started off when "RIP Justin Bieber" was on the trending topic and I typed....
LOL so apparently this JB fan came to flame me at first I just replied okay but then Jingwen decided to join the fun and replied her,LOL.

(READ THE PICTURE FROM BOTTOM TO TOP)

LOL okay so Jingwen joined in and she thought that Jingwen was me so she started flaming her,HAHA. (READ FROM BOTTOM TO TOP)

And when I asked her to jam with me,she replied "haha yeah ;D". I was like LOL, she doesnt understand sarcasm seriously.

But later she found out that we were totally making fun of her behind her back so she started scolding us.I didnt take a screenshot for it so the convo will just start with Jingwen replying her.

So eh green words are tweets from Jingwen, Purple from me and orange from the girl.

(THIS YOU CAN READ FROM TOP TO BOTTOM NORMALLY. )

Okay I only take the screenshot until over here and now the girl bought her friend over to come threaten me and going like "Don't talk to my friend you f***ing bitch!" and all that. But eh I very nice okay, I didnt use a SINGLE vulgarity on them and I always add a smiley face at the end.

You might think I'm mean and all that but okay yes I admit I'm mean lah! But eh, I already tried stopping the conversation okay, is the friend don't let me lor.

She was like "shut your mouth" then I okay lor,I diam. Then I just continue tweeting my own stuff then she come back tweet to me again. I was like WTF?! Seriously okay, you should see how they flame me leh they spamming all the vulgarities they know okay! And I didnt return fire okay, I just acted nice,HAHA.

when life becomes a drag

2011-01-16T20:13:00.006+08:00

Went to Bedok with F4 on Saturday for lunch! Weishan and Delyse can't make it again, walau you guys suck! But it's your loss man! Liqin treated us to jap food cause she received her last pay! ^^ And Sarah will treat us to stay at Marina Bay Sands after O's, WE ALL HEARD IT SARAH,HAHAHA.

We were just talking and random taking pictures at the playground nearby,LOL and we gave Sarah her Justin Bieber cap! Then me and Liqin went to Tampines to just walk around and stuff, we took ID photo,HAHA it's in my wallet now! :)

HAHAHAHAHA I LIKE THIS FACE, I SHALL DO IT EVERYTIME I SEE SOMEONE GETTING UPSET, I DON'T BELIEVE THE PERSON WON'T LAUGH LOR.

Anyway I woke up super early today like at 9.30 then I went to City Plaza with my mum to buy my Chinese New year clothes,hehe my CNY shopping is done! Just have to wait for the dress that I ordered from a blogshop to come!

Studied with Liqin and Cherilyn after that at Singpost, I was doing trigo okay,I WILL ACE THE PROBATION TEST. But if I don't, forget that I said that thank you,hahaha.

Sigh Monday again. :(

2011-01-13T21:15:00.003+08:00

This week is endddddddding woo! This week passed so damn slow can, especially with the workshop that was pointless and boring.

And I don't know why but I'm so hyped up for chinese new year,HAHAHA.

Actually I have no idea what to say, so I'm just gonna crap. EVERYONE SHOULD JOIN TWITTER. TWITTER IS SO FUN MANG IDEK- /WEEPS/ kekeke ^__^v

HAHAHA join twitter and you'll know what that means @allthlove @aheadoflove @bigyellowstar ;D

and how you got me blind is still a mystery

2011-01-10T19:43:00.005+08:00

Ah haven't updated for a week! I feel like I have a responsibility to update I don't know why,LOL. I guess its cause this blog has been with me for like 5 years?

It's like my diary you know, then when I'm old I will look at this and laugh at how stupid I was and how my english sucked,HAHA.

Okay firstly pictures from like the holidays,HAHA okay slow.
Spent Christmas with Liqin for the 2nd year,awww! Her church people are so friendly and they gave me lots of sweets and chocolates,HAHA.

Went out with Sarah on 01/01/11! I'm always spending the same days with the same people,LOL. Last year I spent the first day of the year with Sarah too,hahahaha.

We went to eighteen chefs and the pasta was good and the food there was so cheap like 6 plus for a meal? Liqin came to meet us afterwards. :)

I DID NOT WRITE THIS, I DID NOT. HAHA.

Artistic right!hahahaha.

I was trying to look like some Brazilian model you know with the wind in my hair and a sunshine smile but things don't always turn out the way you want it to be. HAHA.

Act cute only lor you!LOL.

My gigantic head. ^^

Anyway school sucked so far,urgh! The workshop for the past few days were boring to the max seriously. We paid 70 for this?! They should pay us 100 to attend it man! Some more everyday end so late, walau think we have nothing to do ah? But anyway tomorrow's the last day, so yay for us. :)

2011-01-03T22:33:00.002+08:00

I feel so excited for school now,HAHAHA I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. LOL its probably because I have a lot of new stuff,LOL. But okay I know I will regret this once school starts and I realise what a shithole it is.

ANYWAY, I GOT MY BREAKTIME ALBUM!HEHEHE I WAS SO HAPPY I STARTED TALKING TO THE PHOTOBOOK,HAHAHA.

I was like " Oh my god why are you so good looking?" " Kevin why you trying to act cool?" "Kevin your arms kinda skinny ah." "LOL dongho." "Why am I talking to the photobook?!"
LOL yeah I'm losing my mind. But then again,that can't happen cause I don't have a brain in the first place. I have been using my kidneys to think. ^^

LOL okay I shall stop, hope first day of school turns out good. :)

i just want you baby here right now

2011-01-03T00:11:00.004+08:00

Yeah okay I'm here to blog woooo, school is starting tomorrow and I (insert vulgarities) hate it. Screw school! (insert more vulgarities)

Anyway, went out with my family today to East Coast for korean BBQ! It was my first time trying it and omg it was bloody hell good. I never ate so much meat in my life before. Okay lah it was cause my dad ordered too much,LOL but still, it was just so damn awesome.

You are supposed to wrap the meat in the lettuce! Lettuce never tasted so good,HAHA.

The meat came along with one million side dishes omg.

Omg salivating like mad now,HAHAHA. I ate so much I didnt even eat dinner,LOL.

LOL found this hat in my dad's car.

And uh,pictures from a long time ago.
oh my dad has a new car!hehehe, but its such a normal colour! His previous blue one chio-er lor!

goodbye 2010

2010-12-31T23:16:00.003+08:00

Last post of 2010!!

I'll end it off with all the random picture I took with my Iphone of Taiwan! The highlight of 2010 for me was going to Taiwan I tell you,hehehe.

Me and my sister tied of hair to one side each,LOL acting cute.

This was the hotel I stayed in for the first day. This is my fav hotel cause it had wifi IN the room,HAHA.

Peacocks!! :)

WHO'S HOTEL HAS A TV IN FRONT OF THEIR BATHTUB? MY HOTEL,HAHAHA.

My new hairstyle for school,HAHAHA.

The car the backlight thingy damn cool lah!!

If you were wondering why I look like I just woke up,its because I did.

The TV was damn cool lah can turn 360degree leh!! HAHA okay lah I very suaku,LOL.

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Hmmm, all I can say for 2010 is that it passed freaking hell fast!! Like what the hell, what have I been doing this year? oh my god.

And in 30 minutes time, its gonna be 2011, one of the most important years of my life cause I have to take O levels, I should be working hard right now. I should,but doesnt mean that I would,HAHA. I'm just gonna waste my life away,oh yeah.

No new year resolutions for me cause I never fulfill them. LOL so whatever! I wanted to put "get good grades of O's" as my resolution but I figured it would be more of a wish instead since I won't bother to work for it. I'll just let a miracle happen,hahahaha.

"New year,same old shit."

LOL this is so true.

one blow from caving in

2010-12-23T00:17:00.002+08:00

No pictures in this post, you guys can click on the links allocated at the left side of the blog now,LOL.

For the first time in three/four weeks, I went for dance practice! Everything seemed so unfamiliar, I felt so awkward there especially during the practice.

Because I went for the sec1 practice, I barely knew anyone there. Plus, there were only like seven people present today so I was like awkwardly standing at the side biting my nails and trying to hide behind the sec 1s but obviously it failed.

Then the teacher keep asking me to lead the sec 1s (not trying to boast or anything) when I can't even remember the steps myself then its like urghhhhhhh just bloody awkward and stressful LOL okay i cant express myself properly.

So conclusion,it was awkward,HAHA OKAY LOUSY STORY.

Back to doing amaths,LOL.

2010-12-20T00:43:00.002+08:00

Oh yes, I forgot to write what I don't like about Taiwan.

1. The traffic is crazy seriously, the motorists don't care a shit about traffic lights. Even if its red light they just continue driving and scare the hell out of me when I cross the road,LOL.

2. Since its the holidays, there's super alot of people everywhere especially at the night market, its so annoying! You lose your mood to shop cause you are like getting pushed and all that.

3. Speaking of pushing, I don't like the China tourists!!! Walau they damn irritating can,they keep pushing you and like when you are queuing or something they stick their bodies damn close to yours,like hello personal space?!?! Somemore they are not very nice smelling so yeah.. HAHA.

4. WE KEEP GOING TO TEMPLES. Okay this isn't Taiwan's fault lah but I just have to say it. WE KEEP GOING TO TEMPLES,GOD.

Actually that's about it leh,hahaha Taiwan is fine in general! I have been wanting to go there since forever (make that a few years) so yes, I can official check going Taiwan off my wants list. :)

Wants list reminds me of Christmas!! Christmas is coming wooooooooooo! Actually I'm not that into Christmas, I don't celebrate it anyway,hahaha.