Tuesday, December 06, 2011;
in the night sky
I'm not even kidding you when I say that I think I'm really getting uglier as I age. No, I'm not being some insecure girl begging for attention, posting her pictures online captioning it, "Oh my god, I look so hideous." For one, I am the most confident (and probably with some hints of delusional) person ever. And for someone who's always complimenting herself, admitting that I'm ugly is very convincing and you should take me seriously. It's now time for you guys to stand up and applaud for me being modest for once. Once.
I genuinely think I look so much better last time, when I'm in sec 3! At least I look cute back then, maybe it's the fringe, or bad camera resolution. And somehow I feel that I radiate this feeling of innocence HAHAHAHA I think I'm the only person shameless enough to say this. Don't girls grow to be more beautiful? Why am I the exact opposite?
Time really changes people. Now I just look like an irritated teen, bounded in angst. Oh, not to mention how I age wayyyyyyyyyy too fast. Thanks to my sisters' stupid baby faces, I look like I'm the oldest sister. I don't think I have a problem sneaking into an M18 movie, or getting reserved seats in the MRT.
Oh, when I first saw this picture, I couldn't stop laughing. It looks like a really failed attempt to be an Ah-lian.
Then I probably realized that there was no point acting pretty and preppy. So might as well do the reversal. Right now, I always look like....
This.
This.
Or this.
A prime model of extreme retardation and all things unglamorous.
Then there's me, being all grumpy and resembling a sour bitch, under the generous influence of my customers in the dessert shop.
Why can't I look like how I did when I was in Sec 3. I hate puberty for making me look like this. Not even excessive self-complimenting will cover this. :'(
I genuinely think I look so much better last time, when I'm in sec 3! At least I look cute back then, maybe it's the fringe, or bad camera resolution. And somehow I feel that I radiate this feeling of innocence HAHAHAHA I think I'm the only person shameless enough to say this. Don't girls grow to be more beautiful? Why am I the exact opposite?
Time really changes people. Now I just look like an irritated teen, bounded in angst. Oh, not to mention how I age wayyyyyyyyyy too fast. Thanks to my sisters' stupid baby faces, I look like I'm the oldest sister. I don't think I have a problem sneaking into an M18 movie, or getting reserved seats in the MRT.
Oh, when I first saw this picture, I couldn't stop laughing. It looks like a really failed attempt to be an Ah-lian.Then I probably realized that there was no point acting pretty and preppy. So might as well do the reversal. Right now, I always look like....
This.This.Or this.A prime model of extreme retardation and all things unglamorous. Then there's me, being all grumpy and resembling a sour bitch, under the generous influence of my customers in the dessert shop.Why can't I look like how I did when I was in Sec 3. I hate puberty for making me look like this. Not even excessive self-complimenting will cover this. :'(
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